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Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

The city that was calling me gently with clear morning promising sunshine in late March. I know these calls; I have heard them many times and many years ago.

I did – dutifully – answered them then, and I answered it now. It all started with innocent trip to the architectural gem of our Main Library. While there, I finished reading that wonderful semi-autobiographical novel by Klaus Mann[i].

Few days earlier I was so taken by the soft lyricism of the young protagonists love in the fragment, when one of them, taking advantage of the other’s sleep, gives his lover a long story of their love eternal in a most evocative way, full of softness, gentle care and naked emotion, that can come only from a very young person before life gives them a lesson of hiding the power of emotions. Ah, adulthood is so cruel! And for all the wrong reasons, for it kills or silences, what is the most beautiful and within in our lives.

While reading it again in the Library – that sweetness of these feelings, feelings I remember so well, overtook me. I felt like Luis Amstrong was singing to my ear that beautiful song of his, “What a wonderful world”. Therefore, when I went for a long walk toward Burrard Bridge and further to English Bay beaches toward Stanley Park – I felt like singing and smiling to the world and passers-by.

Of course, I can’t forget to mention the start of the day, that clear morning with the promise of sunshine! I was not the only one happy about it. The Moon, despite a broad light, didn’t want to miss saying ‘hi!’ to the Sun and I waved to him from my balcony.

I walked on the beaches with my camera, smiled to ships, the ocean and the people. A young fellow, who lives in far away Brazil was doing the same. We joined our smiles and our amazement. A story ensued. He lives in Rio, I was there many years ago, when I was his age. We continued our walks together for long time. From the beach, uphill Davie. Long talks and walks, good company. The world is smiling, when you smile at it.

[i] “The Pious Dance – the Adventure Story of Young Man” by Klaus Mann

Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski

A walk with glorious sun locked in a deathly battle with thick fog coming from English Bay over the beautiful little streets in Vancouver’s West End.

Battle of Light and Darkness? No, no, no! Nothing of that sort. Fog has nothing of darkness. Au contraire, mon ami. You see, fog is full of light, light that is powerfully condensed, weaved very tightly onto amazing arrases, where you can see all the shadows of shapes, a promise of something that might become. Reality not fully realized, not fully described. A poem, from which some of the ink evaporated, bleached out and you can see only some of the words – the rest of the lines, the stanzas are left to the reader’s imagination. Ha! You are being allowed to finish someone else’s poem; composing anew a song you remember only faintly, fleetingly, few cords perhaps? Painting a picture that another painter only sketched with just few strokes of a pencil?

That is fog: a promise of shapes, colours. It asks you to be brave in your own creation, your own enormous palette of colours, sounds, and visions. To be a god! Creator! From dust to form. Not a mere believer, follower. Take the steering wheel in your own hands, follow your chart to navigate to lands and islands unspoiled, with birds made from rainbows, beaches with sand made of pure white pearls and fruits, that taste like lips of someone that you love.

Fog – the master of deception or Demiurge of Land of Dreams?!

Me? I will take my walk through my Mole Hill by Nelson Park in West End. But remember: a Mole Hill could easily be someone’s Mont Blanc. In a fog, of course.