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Kąpiel na plaży we Wschodnim Berlinie. Swimming in the ocean on East Berlin Beach.

Kąpiel na plaży we Wschodnim Berlinie. Swimming in the ocean on East Berlin Beach.

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

NOTE: The story will be in both, Polish and English. Some details might vary as I don’t translate any of my writings. And when I write in Polish – I think of the story in Polish and all my ‘Polish’ experiences both literary and personal take precedence. When I write in English – the same happens.

Relacja będzie po polsku i po angielsku. Nie tłumaczę moich tekstów. Gdy piszę po angielsku to, co piszę jest efektem moich doświadczeń literackich i personalnych w tym, anglojęzycznym kosmosie. Gdy piszę po polsku dzieje się to samo, ale polskie tradycje i doświadczenia są decydujące na widzenie otaczającej rzeczywistości.

My travels through Nova Scotia most of the time takes me to Eastern Shore or to the north. It is my magic place – the wilderness, certain sense of rustic and old adds charm to it. Of course, the other attraction is my craziness about beaches – Eastern Shore is one big beach! Every turn of the highway there is one. Some small, other vast and long. And huge, massive ocean bays make it a long drive and always offers new experiences.

Halifax is the hub of the entire peninsula. The world to the east is different from the world to the west and south.

The shore is different, the beaches are different. Even the towns and cities are different.

I think that huge St. Margarets Bay is in a way a symbolic point where the shore and the communities change: to the east of it – the rustic and a bit culturally different character but with one of the best beaches in the world; to the west the charm is more subtle, more refined, communities seem to be more affluent. Shall I say – more continental? But the beaches are nowhere near the beauty of Eastern shore. I guess, there must be balance, LOL.

Moje podróże po Nowej Szkocji w tym roku są jednocześnie moimi pożegnaniami z tą prowincją. Pożegnaniami miejsc znanych i wielokroć odwiedzanych. Ot, choćby ulubione plaże wielkich zatok wzdłuż Wschodniego Wybrzeża. Z szalejącymi wielkimi falami Atlantyku, z wijącą się, jak wąż w trawach wydm, czarną nitką szosy nr 207 i 107 – po jednej stronie błękitna stal Atlantyku, z drugiej gęste, ale niskopienne i rachityczne lasy. Uwielbiam te plaże i grzywacze, na grzbietach których daję się nieść niczym drobny liść.

Zachodnie wybrzeże jest inne. Ta inność zauważalna jest od olbrzymiej St. Margarets Bay: na północny-wschód owa rachityczność lasów i rachityczne też, zapomniane niekiedy miejscowości i osady; na południowy zachód lasy bardzo gęste, rosłe i potężne, a miejscowości zadbane, kolorowe. Odnosi się wrażenie, że zamożniejsze. Bez wątpienia (znając już tą prowincję dobrze) widać pewne różnice kulturowe. I faktycznie tak jest. Północo-wschodnia Nowa Szkocja zamieszkana jest tradycyjnie przez ludność pochodzenia szkockiego, więcej – ludność tzw. Scottish Highlands. Byli to najbardziej (do dziś są w pewnym stopniu) ubodzy i najmniej wykształceni Szkoci. Odcięci od świata i mieszkający w odległych i ubogich kresach oraz na Hybrydach i Orkadach. Południowo-zachodnia Nowa Szkocja to w dużej mierze osadnictwo kontynentalnej Europy i Anglosasi środkowej i dolnej części wysp brytyjskich.

So far, I have never travelled past Mahone Bay and Lunenberg. My late husband did in 2018 with his two brothers and niece, while I was for few months in Europe. The beautiful highway 103 makes the travel very pleasurable and fast. I did stop in these two most picturesque cities in the entire province. One famous for very ‘artistic’ entrance – the moment you come out of wooded highway the panorama across the bay shows you a view like a massive painting of a magic town: colorful, with yachts, and three tall steeples of three magical churches (all different Christian denomination) standing next to each other. Little bit further in the bay a famous Oak Island, where people still dig to find a legendary heist of  Spanish gold taken from the Spanish galleon by pirates and hiding it supposedly thousands of miles from Caribbean seas on that island. A short drive from Mahone Bay lays on massive hill Lunenberg – home to famous schooner ‘Bluenose’. Famous for mercilessly beating the Yankees in yearly regattas a hundred years ago. I stopped in these towns mainly to re-visit them, say goodbye and walk the steps full of sentiment and memories of times we walked there together. John and me. Memories of our happy days. But it wasn’t the planned purpose, the aim of my drive. The aim was to drive to the very end, the southern most tip of the province.

To say it shortly and precisely: to go to West Berlin and East Berlin. Why not. Been to Berlin many times, like the city a lot, its vibrancy, its rich history. Walked in western part of it and eastern part of it. Usually, I would take a flight there, didn’t know that I could just drive there! LOL.

Szeroka i w dużej części czteropasmowa szosa 103 prowadzi do południowo-zachodniej granicy półwyspu. Stamtąd już tylko skok przez wodę i Ameryka. Ale po drodze są dwa najbardziej urocze miasta Nowej Szkocji: Mahone Bay i Lunenburg. Malownicze, jakby z ram obrazów romantycznych pejzażystów. Do miasteczek można jechać przepiękną boczną drogą (szosa nr 333 od Halifaksu, potem nr 3) nad samym wybrzeżem – ale to wydłuża jazdę kilkakrotnie i bez noclegu o osiągnięciu celu mowy być nie może. Zatrzymałem się w tych miasteczkach-perełkach ze względu na sentyment głównie, moje liczne wspomnienia ze wspólnych wycieczek tam z Johnem. Potem, po wyniszczającej chorobie, która go mi zabrała, byłem tam jeszcze z rodziną z Europy: z siostrzeńcem z Warszawy, który przejechał do mnie po pogrzebie Johna i siostrzenicą z Hamburga, która przyjechała z rodziną latem tamtego smutnego roku.  Tym razem już sam i chyba ostatni raz.

Ale cel wyprawy był inny. Zdecydowałem tego dnia wykapać się na plaży w Berlinie. Konkretnie we Wschodnim Berlinie. No to wsiadłem w samochód i pojechałem do Berlina. Jak można samochodem z Nowej Szkocji pojechać do Berlina? Bardzo prosto – jechać tak daleko, aż dalej nie można. Do końca świata. Tego nowoszkockiego świata, gdzie ląd się kończy i zaczyna Atlantyk a w oddali widać brzegi stanu Maine.

Najpierw jedzie się szosą 103 do rzeki Medwey i zaraz po jej przejechaniu skręcić w lewo w Port Medwey Road, dojechać do krzyżówki z Eastern Shore Road i skręcić w nią w prawo (od zjazdu z szosy 103 droga prowadzi prawie bez przerwy przez lasy i nie ma tam w zasadzie osad jakichkolwiek). W pewnym momencie, blisko kilku dobrze zagospodarowanych domów, po lewej stronie drogi jest mały cmentarzyk Zachodniego Berlina.

Close to the end of our destination, off the small Eastern Shore Road begins the sparsely populated community of West Berlin. There is a local cemetery with the date of first burial being 1959. Therefore it is clear that the community begun either after the 2 world war or shortly before or during the war. There is nowhere any other close by settlement where people could be buried. The road ends at intersection with East Berlin Road, turn left here into it. From here the asphalt road end and the rest is gravel. After a very short distance there is a smal West Berlin Road to the right leading to small fishermen Warf. It is a very short detour but worth visiting as that is exactly where you can see the coast of USA.

From there you cant get lost. Just continue to end of the East Berlin Road until you can’t go any further. The sandy beach is on your left side. Long, beautiful and likely empty.

Na końcu dojeżdża się do bitej drogi East Berlin Road, która zaprowadzi nas na sama plaże. Nie miniesz plaży, bo droga przy niej się kończy. Czemu droga bita i z dużymi dziurami, a nie asfaltowa? No, proszę państwa – ostatecznie jesteśmy już teraz we Wschodnim Berlinie. A we Wschodnim za moich czasów to się nie przelewało.

A plaża? Ponad kilometrowa, z bajecznym białym piaskiem, zejście do oceanu łagodne i stopniowe. I ani żywej duszy. Może czasem jakiś jeden lub dwóch lokalnych mieszkańców tu i zajdzie, ale turysta tu żaden nie trafi. A plaż łatwo dostępnych w Nowej Szkocji nie brakuje.

Little Prides over the years

Little Prides over the years

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

Canadian Navy in Halifax Pride 2019

Everybody knows, took part in, watched or heard of the big Pride Marches: Montreal, Toronto, Vancouver in Canada; London in England, of course Amsterdam, Berlin, Sydney in Australia, New York with it’s Stonewall history, San Francisco, Warsaw in Poland. At the very beginning, before human rights prevailed, these Prides were simply a protest marches, a call: we are here and we are not going anywhere.

Hard to believe, but even among advanced democracies in the middle of Europe, there are stil protest marches. Case in point is my own city, Warsaw in Poland. Country that still denies the basic citizen’s rights of living in a state-recognized unions, couples of other than heterosexual orientation. Specially the incomprehensibly denial to raise children, to be legal parents as a couple. In 2024. Shame on the coalition of Donald Tusk governing coalition. Specifically the Polish Peasant Party and their disgusting leader Władysław Kosiniak-Kamysz. The same party that still denies Polish women any abortion rights. Again – in 2024! Mr. Kosinaik-Kamysz – there is no longer any peasants in Poland. It is 21 century, not a year 1921. The girls, who live in villages in Poland today are having abortions, too. These girls are not peasants, either. They just need to go across the border to any European neighbor state. And you Mr. Kosiniak live in a fantasy land, together with Polish catholic bishops.

I remember my first Pride March (although I can’t remember if it already was called ‘Pride March’, I don’t thing so – we still had a way to go for many rights). Must have been 1983 or 1984, in Calgary. It started on 7 Avenue Mall by the old City Hall and (at that time) Central Library. We were going to march through the entire most popular and busy Seventh Mall Avenue almost all the way to the next bridge on the 14 Street. To our surprise, there was a Police blocking further access to the Mall Avenue (most popular and always full of people) and redirecting as via Central Street to the Sixth Avenue, not as busy with onlookers and not very prominent (again – at that time).

How things have changed since, unbelievable. The world have changed and people changed. True – there are still homophobes. But that’s OK. Nature is strange. The cockroaches didn’t change over the millenia, either.

Since than I took part in many big truly Pride Marches. As onlooker and as a participant. Almost all (if not all) Vancouver’s wonderful marches. With my husband John, with my Mom, with friends. The last one I took part in was the 2019 huge Parade in Halifax. It was the first time that there was (from my experience, anyway) such a prominent presence of Canadian Armed Forces (specifically the huge contingent of Canadian Navy. I had a very pleasant and long chat with the Commodore of North Atlantic Fleet.) and very visible presence of, I think, all Christian Churches with their priests and deacons. That was very heartwarming.

But apart from the big cities and big Marches there were the little ones: in Surrey, BC (in Holland Park), in New Westminster along the Columbia Avenue. And in so many towns and smaller cities across our vast country. Here are some from Surrey. To the left with me is one of the leading organizer of Pride Day events in New West, Jeremy Perry.

The Holland Park activities in Surrey were more like a big family festyn then traditional March. A tradition was always to have some concert of singers, dancing groups on a big stage in front of the main waterfall. And definitely a good food choices. Atmosphere was just to be happy. Liked them a lot. Below are some pictures from 2014, 15 and 17.

Last picture is from this year Pride in Halifax. A dancing and singing boat of night revelers of Pride.

A chat with the Moon at night

A chat with the Moon at night

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

On My Rocks perched just above the ocean’s channel a night could be a magic place. Summer time especially. The city is still alive till wee hours with happy revelers, some are dancing and singing onboard small tourists boats. The lights of the city dance on the surface of the water and above it is one huge reflector of the stage – full Moon. It slowly sweeps the stage from one end to the other. And behind you, on the shore, in the shrubs and wild flowers comes the other song, the song of old time – the cicada.

Moons and Sycamore tree

One step, check the stones carefully!

They might be slippery in peach black night

and the water below is not the best for swimming.

But is it water indeed down there?

It looks strange with all the lights shining

on the surface, dancing like crazy lady

listening to an old country song from Tennessee.

The moon comes and looks down at the water.

It’s as surprised, as I am, seeing so many of it’s

faces mirrored in it. Two moons, four, six…

It screams at the water:  that’s enough!

You make me dizzy with your witchery!

No one plays banjo anymore, only the one-note

song of the cicadas: I’m here, come, give me a kiss!

Oh, I have seen many moons on summery nights,

six and twelve at once, when I was drunk with love.

I have sung the songs of night birds and early birds,

when sunrise came with another kiss again.

Now no more I sit under the Sycamore tree,

the night breeze sways in long grass,

Savanah sings its sweet longing song.

Crying song, the Moon above is cold.

/B. Pacak-Gamalski, 20.07.2024/

Sunshine and Fog – Laughter and tears … Między Nadzieją i Zwątpieniem

Sunshine and Fog – Laughter and tears … Między Nadzieją i Zwątpieniem

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

Synopsis in English: My travels trough Nova Scotia’s Eastern Shore brought me so much joy through last year. I should say: OUR travels, mine and John, as that what it really was. Traveling through OUR places, OUR spots. Re-visiting them. Celebrating OUR time.

On surface it might have appeared as simply photographic chronicle of the gems this Province has to offer for a traveler. Of course, in a way it was, and I’m happy if it enticed someone to visit the wonders of our beaches. As wonderous they are, indeed. But this year, in the last few months, it has become harder for me to feel only the joy, the childish almost happiness in playing in waves of Atlantic. Muscular, powerful waves, that can caress you like if you were a child – if you trust them, if you respect them. Or can hurt you if you arrogantly pretend that you can outsmart them.

This year I started loosing John’s presence on this journeys. As if he become bored with the pretense of staging reality. Him becoming a shadow, but a shadow seldom willing to be an active part in these beach plays. Back in our days in BC, there used to be a Theater Festival in Vancouver called Bard on The Beach. There was a circus-like huge tent next to gray building of Vancouver Music Conservatory and Shakespeare was performed there.

My Bard lost interest in my festival of Love. So I thought. That is how my written chronicle of these visits with Atlantic had to turn to literary word, to prose and poetry. And now He is back with me again. Helping me again to find my spot on the map. My new place for OUR love, Our time.

And I can post again happy pictures of children frolicking in the water, of couples walking on shore holding hands.

In the Polish text below I write of my search of familiar places, of my past mountain peaks, about fog and mist that obscures the vistas from my memory. But I sense their presence. I will not translate it, it is pointless. But you, dear reader, will understand why I write what I write. With poetic prose, with poetry you escape the boredom of repetitions of the same images and stories. Even if they are small parts of one large story. In a sense – Epiphany of Love.

Ogarnia mnie dziwny niepokój, rosnący każdego dnia.

Stoję na wąskiej granicy oddzielającym skrawek plaży od nadbiegającej grzywy wielkiej fali. Galopuje w pianie opadającej jej z pyska białymi płatami, jak Wielki Koń Czasu. Tratuje kopytami plażę, wyrzuca wysoko w górę ciężkie kamienie wyrwane ziemi w odległych zatokach. Bawi się nimi, jak piłeczkami ping ponga. Przynosi zapach glonów, małż i wielkich ryb łypiących okrągłymi oczami bez wyrazu.

Oddalam się od tego pola walki. Idę w przeciwną stronę – do siniejących szczytów Wielkich Gór po drugiej stronie kontynentu.

Z dna zielonych dolin kieruję się w głębokie żleby skał. Wspinam się na grań przełęczy. Wokół gołoborza szarych skał, w dole ciemnozielone ramiona sosen. Szczyt nad przełęczą ma jedna stronę płonącą w promieniach słońca, drugą otuloną chustą mgły.

Szukam zagubionej ścieżki, zarośniętego szlaku, który ma mnie zaprowadzić do zapomnianego schroniska, chatki z kamieni i omszałych pni, która ma dawać schronienie zagubionemu nocą wędrowcy.

Zza tej mgły wyłaniają się nagle znajome szczyty Gór Świata: Świnica, Rysy i Zawrat tatrzańskie; kruszące się w spiekocie stare włoskie Apeniny; groźne śnieżne olbrzymy na granicy Patagonii i Chile; Mount Temple i Castel Mountain w kanadyjskich Kordylierach, majestatyczna strażniczka Gór Skalistych – Mount Assiniboine, górująca nad nimi z oddali Mount Robson; wyrastające z wiecznych lodowców szczyty Gór św. Eliasza na Jukonie; samotny szczyt Mount Cook w Nowej Zelandii; Dwa Lwy nad Vancouverem.

Kuszą spoza tej mgły, wołają cichym gwizdem świstaków: chodź raz jeszcze z dolin do nas! Opowiemy ci nowe stare legendy. I już bym czekan chwycił, już buty silne założył … i nagle budzę się w składanym krześle na plaży atlantyckiej, która mnie uśpiła monotonną kołysanką fal. Pod nogami leży w piasku notes z jakimiś historiami o jakichś szczytach w różnych częściach świata. Od morza nadchodzi znowu mgła, robi się zimno. Czas się zbierać do domu.

The world of screams

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

Scream. The mind brings the memory of a vision of that famous painting by Munk. That contorted with terror face. But it is not my scream. There is no terror in my memory. Maybe when you were still sick, weakening every week? But not really. I was too busy with soaking in every second of your presence, of the smell of your skin, the sound of your voice.

Silent scream in that isolated room in the hospital, with all these probes and machines attached to your body? No. There was no time to scream. It was a time of savoring every second, every precious moment of being with you. Was there a dim hope? I suppose there was a faint longing for it. But not for a scream. The entire very dedicated team of doctors and nurses knew early on – but they did not give up. As long if that faint hope remained.

Till I will say it, when I will arrive at that moment on my own time. When I had that long talk with the two specialists (a neurologist and a doctor, whose only role seemed to be to give me support, a psychologist perhaps?) I did not feel like screaming. I knew. God knows how I didn’t want to be the truth – but it was, and I knew.

I would not scream because every second to the very last one I needed to be with you. Not with fear, not with loss. With you wholly. My last talk with you, a long one, was about our love. The beauty of her. Telling the long story of it, from the very first day. Long story. Reminding you and myself of it. And how immensely grateful and happy I was. At that time, too. Even after I did say the word, after they removed the tubes and disconnected the machine – your body still had a heartbeat for short while. Tere was no time to scream, when they asked if I want to spend some moments with you until the hearts stopped its labor. Of course, I went and caressed your face, held your hand. It wasn’t time to scream. There was time to console you, to be grateful you are no longer in those terrible throws of that terrible disease.

Later we spent so much time on my traveling with memory of you to our places, our journeys. There was no time to scream.

But, as time passed, moments of silent screams came. I didn’t want them; I ran from them.

Now? Yes, I do. I have to slowly dismantle piece by piece our last apartment. Must squeeze everything that is ours in a few suitcases, traveling bags. Most of the material items we bought and gathered over the decades – has to be given away or disposed of. I must transfer myself, my body, to different spaces, lands, countries. And I do feel like screaming at times. But I also had to stretch myself, and pack myself inside for the things not material: every day, every year, every hour of our love and life. I didn’t know I could hold so much, that I had so much space inside me. But I do. Not a single minute will be left and forgotten.

Scream

When I scream your name in pain
		will you come to me?
When I cry in vain for our days and nights
		will you come with touch?
When I forget my keys, my wallet and life
		will you find them for me?
If I hear your scream from the abyss, 
		I will run and find you.
If I hear your crying over song or poem,
		I will find the music and words.
When I will know you are lonely and sad
		I will reach and touch you.
I screamed your name and enormous
shadow of an Angel appeared in front.
He brought our lost Love. 
And silenced the scream.

/B. P-G 07.2024/

Link to previous post that relates to these conversations

Long Beach and Cathedral Forest on Vancouver Island, BC

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

There was a lot of photographs here of the beauty and wilderness of Nova Scotia beaches on Atlantic shores.

But how could I forget about the other absolute gem on the opposite side of this, Canadian continent? The magic of Long Beach on Vancouver Island and – at times – the hair rising drive from Port Alberni pass the Kennedy Lake, to Ucluelet and Tofino.

Just before you reach the town of Alberni – one more amazing natural reserve: The Cathedral Forest. It is indeed a ‘cathedral’ – a sacred please saved from annihilation of forest logging companies by people protesting and risking being arrested. Sacred because there is very few places where you can see such undisturbed big forest of hundreds years old giants remembering times immemorial. The Canadian Sitka trees, Douglass fir, Red Cedar. It is an entire cosmos of it’s own ecosystem, everything supporting everything: from the dense brush, grass and plants on the forest floor, to trees that often you can’t see their top because their are so tall and the canopy so dense.

But first the awe inspiring shore of the Pacific from the town of Ucluelet to the town of Tofino. The simple fact is that you can actually walk the entire length of the shore from outskirts of Ucluelet all the way to the edges of Tofino on the beach. Through a bit but colorful rocky formations, passing amazing forest on the hills above, where you will find embankments for huge guns that were there during 2 world war searching for expected Japanese naval invasion. If I remember correctly they did notice one Japanese small vessel far on the horizon and fired few rounds. The shells landed in the waters far from the ship but it was enough to make it turn around and disappear.

The edges of the beaches in Nova Scotia Atlantic are full of oval clam shells and reddish tops of dead crabs; the Pacific beaches are covered with dark bluish mussels and rocky crevices with gardens of amazing anemones.

Long Beach, BC but first the road from Alberni to Ucluelet

… and few picture of first town – Ucluelet

finally – Long Beach

Cathedral Forest

There is a lake I had to say goodbye to

There is a lake I had to say goodbye to

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski-Graham

Went yesterday to that lake. Our lake. Went there third time. Went there, on my pilgrimage of saying goodbye, saying that to many places we went together to. Roads, towns, parks, streets and beaches. Our journey through this province. Our last stop of our big lifelong journey.

There will be no more stops for us, no more places we will visit together, no more view we would enjoy together.

I know that you are part of me, wherever I go that part will go too. But it is not the same, you know it and I know it. Where I will end up there will be very few spots that we briefly visited during a cold and wet November 1990. Poland. Time was very turbulent in 1990 in Poland. I had such little time for us, the country was ravaged beyond description by the past 45 years of Soviet domination.

Our life journey was Canada, she was our country. She brought us together. And she did bring us to that lake in 2022. Our last longer ride outside of the city.  I know you did it only for me, you knew better than I did, that time was already very short. In a way it was borrowed time. But you agreed to give me that last longer car ride, a ride to a small beach, lake, forest. Went there again in September 2023. It was really, really hard. At that time that lake was almost totally empty. Just me and memories of you there. On that bench were you were waiting for me in 2022 – I still saw your shadow, I thought I saw that tiny smile and that twinkle in your eye. And the goodness that emanated from you. The one that made you so special to so many people.

Today it was full of beachgoers, loud with laughter and yelling, with people setting their barbecues for hotdogs and burgers, there were boats and kayaks. Went a few times for a swim. The water was very warm and soft, as lake waters are. But could not see you anywhere in this noise, could not her you voice.

I did say goodbye to that place. Not to you, to the place that for a short while was ours.  Probably will never see it again except in my sleep, my dreams. Goodbye, lake.

June 2024

September 2023

LAKE

1.

I came here again

to our love

I came crying for you

our half

I swam and searched

could not see

Could not hear your voice

Only broken me

Children swam, too

they shouted joy

Mothers yelled laughingly

throwing them a toy

I did not belong here

anymore

Our presence, our laughter

silenced

Even the verse I wrote down

is wanting

The grief will be gone

one day  

And there will be nothing

left

Just total emptiness, full

void

My shadow will look

at me

Will ask like a judge

in court:

what more, I ask, would you

want

You are but a scribe

not more

2.

post scriptum

          The air is still, is warm, rather moist

          The water is dark like lukewarm tea

          I recognize the little green island

          Recognize the broken bench, the rock

          Guys with brown faces, black hair, big eyes

          Smiling at me and asking a question:

          Can you take picture of us sir, please

          I do but say – look at yourself, not me

          I want to add – look at yourself and you

          Will see the whole world, the sun and the stars

          Yet I don’t just smile approvingly

          For I know that way down from stars is long

The Chain Lakes bike trail in Halifax, NS

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

The southern end of Halifax offers very different bike trails – city trail that meanders as an elegant path for city dwellers. It is not necessarily my type of cake but yesterday was the day of my sweet tooth call. I have answered and voila: The Chain of Lakes Trail.

It passes so many industrial and commerce sites, crosses so many highway so many highways, that you would think that is a typical big city bike trail that has nothing to do with actual nature. That it is a manicured trail that gives a city folk the theatrical gimmicks of feeling that he is in wild nature. Which – of course – is not true, it is just orchestrated effort to mee that desire.

To my happy surprise, it truly is not the case with this particular trail. Yes, it is without any doubt a city trail. You will find there many walkers, bikers and families that you would not normally find in a forest, on the shores of wild lakes or a totally wild ocean. But it is also a trail that very quickly you forget about it. That you just immerse yourself in the astonishing beauty of passing little streams, meadows and an array of wildlife. Did I mention the lakes that give it its name?  Yes – the amazing Chain Lakes (there is two of them, hence the name ‘chain’).

I started it from a little small park off the St. Margaret Bay Road via Crown Drive. It takes you pass the First and Second Chain Lakes, after double crossing of two streets with special lights and stop signs for bikers and walkers, it follows you through more industrial neighborhood, yet again – if you don’t rise your head too high, you might not even notice as you are biking alongside the lakes Bayers and Lovett.

I meant to bike it many years ago, when we came with John to Nova Scotia. Never did. The time has come to fulfill that promise. I did and I’m glad.

Somehow, it felt that he is biking right beside me. That he kept glancing at me and smiling. But that is entirely different story to write.

This particular image (part of the industrial site close to the Lovett Lake) for some reason took me right away back to the 1980′ in Southern Alberta: there was a time when I was travelling often to the University of Lethbridge. Just before you see the city of Lethbridge – you see the old train trestle bridges that used to connect Alberta and the States on one end, and the Okanagan Valley on the other end. This structure is just a metal box that will eventually become some sort of warehouse. But that was the very first impression I had, when I noticed it. Funny how visual memory works independently in you brain. Of course that is not a valid argument that one has a brain. But a hope, nonetheless.