Cathedrals, Operas, Magic Houses and Beaches

Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski

I have few passions in my life. No, I will not write fifty pages blog post, don’t panic, LOL. But generally speaking I wear my emotions on my sleeve and if I like something and enjoy it – I usually use terms ‘I loved it’ instead of ‘I liked it’. Be it a dance, or a kiss, a poem or an operatic aria. Yet, also a … long walk on a beach, in the forest, through bustling streets of big cities.

I do the walks much more often the operas – it is much more affordable. The trails and streets do not need to be re-done completely with new sidewalks, shops, and cafes. In opera – they do. A piano concert very often does not need even an orchestra – just one instrument and one player. In an opera, whoa! A lot: en entire orchestra, most of the time a choir, many actors-singers, and sometime even ballet parts; new set for the stage. None of it comes cheap. So, you pay for the tickets.

But I go to operas much less than to other musical events. There is also a much larger chance that it might be disappointing. Not because a composer was bad, but it could (and often is) that the singers are very un-even in their talent and ability. It could drive you crazy listening to beautiful aria being murdered- I prefer when the dying are the operatic characters, not the delivery of a song LOL.

In the past two days I did both – long walks and an opera. It started with a long and tiring walk in Downtown Vancouver. I enjoyed it – but still suffering (when will it end, brrrr?) from an bad accident a month ago, it was a challenge. By the time I got the Queen Elizabeth Theater^[i]I was already a bit exhausted, especially if you add to it a visit to the Holy Rosary Cathedral for a beautiful Latin Mass for late Pope Francis. It wasn’t the Old Rite Latin Mass, just the language of the Liturgy and songs by the choir were in Latin. I thought very appropriately. The pews were full.

From there, a walk to the theater. And my seat was in the second last row of the balcony. I almost compared it to the religious experience from the church and thought of (how inappropriately, LOL!) – Calvary. I sat on the, edge (for that I’m grateful), right by the stairs. Never noticed that the seats are so small and leg space is almost non-existent! I’m sure my neighbor didn’t appreciated my constant attempts to shift my body and relive my screaming left leg.

Madama Butterfly offers one of the most enduring and sad arias for soprano sung by the greatest: Montserat Caballe^[ii], Maria Callas and many other great divas. I must say truly that the soprano at this performance was superb. Yasko Sato was extraordinary in her rendition of both the joy (first part) and incomprehensible sadness in the second part of the opera. Actually, the entire ensemble was very good … except the tenor singing the part of Butterfly husband – Pinkerton. Sad. Why doesn’t he seek engagement in the choir perhaps, or some local pubs offering pop songs for jolly clientele? Just about every other male voice in that ensemble was better than his. Ej wej… I will not mention his name. No need. Orchestra performed very well, thank you Maestro Lacombe.

Very poignant and interesting change was the historical setting of the opera – the director moved it to Nagasaki in … 1945. I thought that it has added some deeper sense of tragedy to the story.

Alas, the next day came. The other passion, emotions: the walks. And what could be better on a nice walk if not the company of dear friend? Nothing, indeed. Wawa and I went to very dear for me paths of Crescent Beach in South Surrey^[iii]. So many dear memories: with John, with my Mom, who loved it here, with my Damian. The days I was truly happy. Not much has changed there, thanks heavens. As they say: if it ain’t broken – don’t fix it. Although the local business owners (same business, as in my times) were telling us with horror of some plans by local city politicians of idiotic plans for new parking restrictions. That might kill these businesses right out.

I even took my socks off and it was such a wonderful sensation to feel the rocks under my soles, the broken shells, and water! You have no idea how beautiful sensation it gives you, unless like me you were denied that for long weeks now because of the accident. I felt as free as being on Wreck Beach almost, LOL^[iv]. Simply by … removing socks, ha ha ha.

Wawa, that old soul wonderful guy, was a company par excellence. There was not a single word uttered, that was forced, or unnecessary; likewise there was not a single moment of silence that felt uncomfortable. Yet, a lot of words were said and there were moments of silence.

We looked at Point Roberts, at Tsawwassen and its Centennial Beach. I was telling him what it was then; he told me what has changed.

What has changed? I don’t know. The colour of your dress, of his pants, oh her hair, of their car? Maybe. But if they were your friends – nothing really changed. They didn’t, you didn’t, and we stayed true to ourselves. Remember – that’s what made us friends at the beginning.

Yeah – it was a nice walk. Earlier, before Crescent Beach, I went for breakfast to Wawa’s magic house – all the overgrown greenery, the abundance of spring lowers, petals on the trail, on the porch, the friendly parrot. Later to peaceful Ocean View Cemetery in Sapperton and there rows upon rows of flowering cherry trees. His friend was just waking her lovely and friendly blind dog there. We had nice chat.

Yeah – it was a nice walk with a friend.

[i] Queen Elizabeth Theatre – Vancouver Civic Theatres – Vancouver Civic Theatres

[ii] Madama Butterfly (1995 Remastered Version): Un bel dì vedremo (Act II) – YouTube Music

[iii] Crescent Beach | City of Surrey

[iv] Wreck Beach is a famous Vancouver’s nudist beach

Krople słów

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

Perhaps two words in English first: I just noticed myself that my post recently are all (or predominantly) in Polish. Have no idea why. Usually I use Polish when the subject matter is specifically about Poland or Polish people. The truth is I really don’t make a conscious choice about the language I’m using – when I think about it in Polish – I write in Polish; when I think about the subject in English, I write in English. So I have I become more Polish than Canadian suddenly, LOL? I don’t think it is possible. Maybe because of my recent accident I have become by necessity bound to the space of my apartment and most things in it are ‘Polish’: books on shelfs, paintings and photographs on the wall? For some reasons I was also listening to old Polish pop music from the (sic!). Does it mean that when I will go to Poland most of my sentimental stuff of walls and shelfs will be Canadian-English? Perhaps. After all- Canadian English was my language for a big majority of my life, entire adulthood.

But, be it what it is – next post is in Polish, too. For no other reasons but the fact that I thought of it in … Polish, LOL.

Gdy wstajesz tuż przed świtem, świat ledwie budzący się z tobą jest inny. Mów językiem poezji, zapomina o potocznym języku świata praktycznego. Wychodzisz na balkon i gapisz się w ten półsenny budzący się świat. Moment krótki to trwa tylko, ale w tym momencie gadasz, jak ten półsenny wróżbita jakieś wiersze pozbawione formy lub tą formę odrzuciwszy kompletnie. No, bo w takim świecie akcenty, sylaby, podział wersyfikacyjny – jest kompletnie bezużyteczny, nie pasuje w tym świecie półsennym. Świecie przed pierwszą ranną kawą.

Przedświt

Słowa, słowa, słowa;

zdania, jak pytania

kryją się za oknem

w mokrej deszczu mgle.

A ja jeszcze, jeszcze, jeszcze

szukam odpowiedzi na nie.

Znależć chcę te zdanie,

co odpowie na pytanie,

którego nie znam ciągle.

Tylko deszcze, tylko mgły.

słowa, jak ptaki wirujące

w tunelach strumieni kropli

wody, kropli słów niepewnych

świata, siebie wystraszonych.

A ja jeszcze, jeszcze, jeszcze

stoję w oknie mokrym

za firanką mgły, zapłakaną

szybą słów szukających domu.

Słowa bezdomne,

domy milczące,

deszcze zapłakane.

A ja jestem jeszcze

w drodze na łąki,

brzegiem biegu rzek

i ścieżkami strumieni.

Jeszcze tańczę wokół dębu,

jak kapłan Peruna,

jak wróżbita z Wolina

w świątyni Światowida.

Jestem jeszcze.

Jeszcze, jeszcze.

/B. Pacak-Gamalski, 26.04.25/

Central Park w Burnaby

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

Urokliwe miejsce. Rozległa, z szerokimi alejkami, wąskimi ścieżkami w ramionach dwóch ruchliwych arterii ( Boundary i Kingsway), przestrzeń szerokiego oddechu, ucieczki. Odpowiednik słynnego Stanley Parku w Vancouverze u brzegów Pacyfiku. Sosny i tuje równie potężne, jak w Stanley. I masa kwitnących krzewów czarnych i czerwonych jeżyn (salmon berries), które czepiają się nogawek i rękawów, gdy wejdziesz w zarośla. Zdarza się ponoć i niedźwiedź, ale nigdy takiego tu nie spotkałem choć ostrzegające tablice były i wtedy i teraz widziałem.

Więc pojechałem wystukiwać laską echa starych spacerów…

Central Park

Pozostałeś ten sam, niezmieniony.

To ja się postrzałem, zwolniłem bieg,

nie ty Parku cudowny, stary, młody,

z legendą, wysokimi drzewami otoczony.

Nocą parną od spotkań pasji,

za dnia, jak w Lasku Bulońskim

na polankach zielonych z Renoira,

karminowe wino pragnienia gasi.

Młody mężczyzna przechodzi obok,

uśmiecha się oczami, wargami,

tańczącymi, jak gałęzie wierzb biodrami.

Bezgłośne szepty, spojrzenia, mowa bez słów –

Zmrok za chwilę cicho nadejdzie,

pochylą się, jak szyja Ledy, zielone gałęzie …

Where the river bends at the intersection of today and yesteryear in New West

Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski

In 1856 Major General Richard Moody founded the City as a Capital of the colony of British Columbia. Actually he named it originally as a Queensborough. It was no one other than Queen Victoria, who called it a Royal City, and because the Seat of the Power was in Parliament in London – it was formally called a New Westminster.

Hence, it retained that old charm and European – in the Island flavor, of course – style of streets and architecture. The two main streets are Columbia and above it, you guessed it – is naturally Royal Avenue leading to – again, of course – Queens Park.

Eventually much later, in the 1920, Vancouver overtook it by size and population. But the Royal City remained with its stiff upper lip, LOL.

I have not been here for almost a decade. But it feels and looks like nothing has changed. Naturally, it did. But almost just superficially: it used to be that every second store was a wedding dresses, long tails and suits. There are still few of them very prominently displayed, but the majority was replaced with new, metro-style trendy cafes, little restaurants with excellent cuisine, boulangeries –patisseries (it will be the death of me, considering my weakness for a good cake and pastries, aj wej!), even an excellent exotic and elegant (with a very handsome perfumer, LOL) salon with perfumes called ‘Aromatica’ – that will be the death of my bank account. Did I mention that the ‘Aromatica’ salon is exactly next door to an entrance to the building I’m living in? Aj wej!!!

Enough of these ahs! and ohs!. Better turn to pictures and see for yourself. Why not start with the stately Queens Park. Loved it very much in my days here. The ‘better’ version not so much – too many spaces and land taken by activities other than strolling, perhaps jogging or even biking. All this big parcels cleared and gates for tennis courts, for dogs of leashes, huge parking spaces. Not my cup of tea. I liked better the old, majestic and a bit wild park. Still enjoyed the walk, the old trees, little art gallery.

Do not worry though about the mistake general Moody made in naming the city. Queensborough does exist next door, sort of another district of New West. A very modern, very European (Continental to the boot – no British Isle in architectural style, no sir).

Once I went on the Waterfront pass the famous River Market on the Esplanade, I had to stop for a moment and reminiscent. To look across my arm if … he is still walking behind me. Yes, my John. The last time I walked here was with him. That was very long time ago. Probably about 2010, maybe even 2005? But it felt like yesterday. These special moments come to me suddenly, without conscious choice. Just a certain spot, street, maybe even store, a park, a street corner. Anywhere and anytime. That is, when my joy in rediscovering the city I love so much becomes dark and heavy. On this walk – it was a sweet reminiscing. Sad – ye, but in that sweet, sentimental sadness. Almost like a melancholy. Wanted to turn and place my arm around his neck and place a kiss on his cheek. I know how he hated public display of affection – but how he sort of secretly liked it, too. Sometime we all do …

Futuristic City – Miasto Jutra

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

(in English and in Polish)

Specifically and accurately speaking it is not ‘a city’, entire town – rather a specific fragment of Burnaby, major part of Greater Vancouver. Even more specific – a small but prominent section concentrated around intersection of Kingsway, Willingdon and Beresford streets. What is popularly called a Metrotown. A city of glass towers with massive commercial mall in the middle of it.

Któż nie pamięta “Przedwiośnia” Stefana Żeromskiego (jeśli ktoś nie pamięta, to nie powód do chwały – pewne kanony literatury polskiej winny być podstawą tego, co określa się mianem świadomości inteligentnego [czyt. mądrego Polaka]) i jego wizji szklanych domów Baryki? Symbolu nowoczesnej, sprawiedliwej i pięknej odrodzonej Polski. Nawet jeśli “Przedwiośnia” nie bardzo pamiętacie – to bez wątpienia, co te hasło Polska szklanych domów oznaczało, jako metafora.

Odwiedzając wczoraj spacerem środkowy fragment Burnaby, nazywany od molocha-centrum handlowego Metrotown, wspomniałem tą metaforę z “Przedwiośnia”. Całą tą przestrzeń wciśniętą między ulicami Royal Oak, Kingsway, Willingdon i Imperial. Ale podobnie, jak wizją Żeromskiego nie miała z rzeczywistością wiele wspólnego, tak i ta wizja z Metrotown nic o sprawiedliwości społecznej nie mówiła. Jeśli literackie skojarzenia to zdecydowanie Lem a nie Żeromski przychodził na myśl. A właściwie jeszcze dalej i konkretniej: merkantylizm, blichtr, popyt-podaż. Ludzie tam chodzący to nie mieszkańcy – to klienci. Trudno uwierzyć, że tuż obok są urocze, rozległe miejsca spacerowe pięknego Central Park; nieco w dół Deer Lake uroczy, czy choćby spacerowe alejki wzdłuż Sanderson Way. Jeśli nie wiesz – pojęcia mieć nie możesz , bo te szklanno-betonowe ściany ulic przesłaniają wszelką perspektywę widokową. Naprawdę szkoda. Trzydzieści lat temu mieszkałem tu niedaleko, na Capitol Hill. Metrotown już istniał, cały ten wielki mall. Istniało wiele ze starszych wieżowców, ale wszystko miało to ciągle jakiś ludzki wymiar. Nie było martwą (mimo ciągłego ruchu, bieganiny) pustynią megalitów.

Przyznaję, że te szklane ściany przy odpowiednim naświetleniu, niebie i chmurach są gratką wielkich luster. I jest to ciekawe zjawisko i wyzwanie fotograficzne. Kilka z tego dnia zdjęć poniżej. Co naturalnie nie zmienia moich refleksji powyżej.

The charm of Downtown Vancouver through camera lense

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

I posted here already photo galleries of Commercial Drive in Vancouver; of quaint sweet Ladner; of course of my beloved Stanley Park. Now it is time for cherry on top of it: the incomparable beauty of Downtown Vancouver.

Były tu już posty w ostatnich miesiącach z ruchliwej, uroczej Commercial Drive we Wschodnim Vancouverze; były z magicznego, zaczarowanego Stanley Parku, z uroczego małego Town of Ladner. Czas na koronę tego piękna zwanego Wielkim Vancouverem: Downtown Vancouver.

Trails, Sun and Moon above Okanagan Lake

Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski

During the long Pleistocene there were few glacial movements in what is known now as an Okanagan Valley. It created an amazing mixture of land and water formations near Kelowna. Of course Okanagan Lake, the largest depository and former deepest channel of the glacier as it retreated from these lands. But there is multitude of smaller lakes stretching to Shuswap and Arrow Lakes to the east and multitude of smaller lakes in the mountains and hills surrounding the valley. Between – a maze of streams and small rivers feeding middle size lakes (Maramata, Kalamalka and Wood – to name just a few) or the huge Okanagan Lake.

Today I went for trek to some of the high hills (mind you – still hills, not proper mountains) on the southeast above Kelowna. It is a mixture of grassland and small patches of wooded area with pines and shrubs. Human habitation is ever encroaching there, as people build more and more monstrous mansions higher and higher. Still, I hiked higher and further. At a certain spot, traversing a deep gully with very steep sides I have noticed a narrow trail from the bottom to the other side. As the gass was half frozen and numerous patches os snow made it slippery, I gladly took that narrow trail. I realized quickly that it was narrow for a good reason – it was not made by other hikers but by animals. The only marks I found were those of coyotes and very distinctive footprints of a bear. As the slopes were very steep, I couldn’t see what was on the other side and ascertain how fresh the footprints were. My chances of running very quickly on that terrain were rather slim. But today our paths did not cross… , LOL. I followed, were I could, old existing trails: aptly named Hoodoo Trail, Coyote Trail and Grassland Trail. In parts – mostly it was just the grassland and the trails appeared and disappeared under the grass and snow.

The view from these hills toward the city far away and the mountains above me was just amazing. An eagle was screeching angrily at me – go home! And laughingly I yelled back at him: never you mind, I will not bother you, go away! Which he did flown away from hi s nest on one of the tall pines. The eagle also gave sign that a true spectacle was just about to begin: the absolutely stunning sunset on the west side and almost full moon on the east. It was something to behold. Hope my camera captured part of it. Enjoy.

Blask Warszawy

fotografie: Janina Zwierzchowska; tekst: B. Pacak-Gamalski

Kiedyś, przed wieloma laty, lubiana i popularna wówczas piosenkarka Rena Rolska śpiewała:

Długą, potem Freta
Między kramy, prosto w ramy Canaletta
W pejzaż malowany
W urok zapomniany, warszawski czas
Konie jabłkowite
Bladym, sennym świtem powiozą nas

Piosenka nosiła tytuł “Fantazja warszawska”. Gdy Janina przesłała mi swoje zdjęcia z jej spaceru z kamerą po Starówce, po Krakowskim, Nowym Świecie, przy Pałacu Kultury – ta piosenka, ta melodia natychmiast grała mi w duszy. Tyle już lat temu, dekady gdy słuchałem jej w odbiorniku radiowym, A ileż razy wiele lat później, gdy z mojej Warszawy wyjechałem, nuciłem ją sam sobie … Wiec, gdy te magiczne zdjęcia zobaczyłem, pomyślałem: co za piękny poemat fotograficzny tego przepięknego miasta. Warszawa moich lat nie była taka piękna, jak dziś. Nie była prawdziwą metropolią Europy, jaką jest teraz. Ale Stare Miasto, Krakowskie Przedmieście i Szlak Królewski pozwalał nam wtedy zapominać o szarzyźnie i brudzie socrealizmu. A teraz … tęsknić. Tak, jak tęskniły generacje tych, co wyjechali z wielu powodów. Do czego? Do miasta tylko? Chyba nie tylko – tęsknili do atmosfery, do swojej kawiarni, do przyjaźni i miłości młodości. Kawiarnia warszawska, ach, godzinami o niej mówić można. Każdy jakąś swoją lub swojej paczki przyjaciół miał. Tak, jak K.I. Gałczyński wspominał jego i jego przyjaciół kawiarnię “Zodiak” w wierszu ‘Warszawianie”‘

Nasi warszawiacy frontem do ulicy
siedzą i pijąc kawę z miną tajemniczą;
szepczą o Rzeczycy, Horzycy, Wolicy
oraz Gombrowiczu i Kurnakowiczu. ^{(fragment )}

Ale starczy obrazów malowanych słowami. Teraz te prawdziwe, Fotoreportaż Czaru w obiektywie Janiny Zwierzchowskiej

On John’s street in Kelowna …

Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski-Graham

In the middle of Kelowna there is a magic street called ‘Graham Road’. It is magic not only because of the name (my husband’s and soulmate) but because it is magic during the Christmas time. We went there tonight with my cousin, a good week after Christmas – but there was still plenty to marvel at. Check it out yourself. And next time you are during that time – remember to go there for a walk or drive .