Tag: Canada
The sea and the city
Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski

The beauty and the beast? Not necessarily, the two very different solitudes offer both: the mundane and the beautiful.
The other day an escape by dusk to Crescent Beach in South Surrey. Not the first one this year, and hopefully not the last one. The clothed and clothed optional beaches there are a think to admire and very different at different times of the day – low or high tide. Seems like a wilderness, but very rocky and a train track right above the stretch of waterfront makes it perhaps not tranquil to all. But there is also a true beauty in the view of beauty of naked human body. No, not only the very young, muscular and shapely. Human body is beautiful in all fragile forms – from very young to truly old. Without the foreign coverings of clothing – it shines in own natural radiance of vulnerability.












… and then, there is a city. New Westminster pier along the Fraser River. A living organism, too. Like sea and human body could be old or shiny new; opulent and crumbling old; showing the tooth of time and vision of tomorrow. Which one is better or more true to it’s own destiny? We don’t know. For we are only judges of our own time and epoch.


















My Canada – A Tribute
Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski

VANCOUVER
My Canada from ocean to an ocean, from the shores of Atlantic to the shores of Pacific, from Halifax to Vancouver. My Canada intrinsically tied to my John, our Love; his gift to me. Through our meeting and romantic story straight form the pages of Petrarka ‘Beatrice”, from the ancient lovers of Greeks and Macedonians, of Mesopotamians, of Sumerians.
Would I have loved thee if I never met John? Likely, for what there is not to love about thee, Canada? But it would have never consumed me as much, would have never made me such a fervent and ardent lover of this country. My personal private love of John’s Canada for ever etched in my soul and mind.

Halifax Atlantic Fleet
Let’s start with were it all begin in earnest, from our first own home belonging only to us. We met and fell in love almost on the slopes of towering peaks of Rocky Mountain. But it wasn’t till 1994 when we came here, to Greater Vancouver to start a new life in our first own apartment – our Home. On Capitol Hill in North Burnaby. But truly – for us here it is just one big Vancouver. A galery past and recent pictures of that amazing city on the shores of Pacific.


























































































































I just noticed that most of the pictures are of people much more than places … . But it is true – it is the people dear or important to you that makes a place – Home. A true home. Where you ar not a tourist, you belo g there, you are IT. My family, dear friends from work and my art promotor activities with poets, actors, musicians from Canada and Poland.
and Atlantic with Halifax – where it all begun for Canada, for entire North America de facto.


















































































































Thus end my own journey across the continent, from West to East, and back to West. My Journey of Love, love gifted to me by my own personal love, John. He was, still is in some way, my love to Canada, love of Canada. It begun some odd forty years ago. It didn’t change, it grew stronger perhaps. In a world of growing tensions, being ripped apart, sold to the highest bidder by two megalomaniacs, one from New York and Florida, other from murderous shadows of Kremlin – this country remained true to it’s Canadian core: polite, smiling, carrying. My Canada – a gift that I received from John. Gift of love to good, country, good people. Caring – as he was.
Capitol Hill, Burrard Inlet and Confederation Park
Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski
It is continuation of my journey back in time, to the late 90ties of previous century. To the time me and John arrived to BC from Alberta and lived on Capitol Hill there. We were young, in love and the city had such a cosmopolitan taste to it.
From the very top of the Hill, right at the end of our street, there was a forest and a trail I have taken many times toward the Confederation Park. But before I got to the Park, I used to walk there through trails less travelled, wild actually. At the end of these wild overgrown trails I had a secret, invisible to most, narrow access to the shore. I used to call it ‘beach’, but truth being told – it wasn’t a beach at all, just a very rocky outpost, surrendered by rusty and cement relics of an old industrial activity from many years ago. But it always offered me tranquil time to think, relax, sunbath at times. To observe the busy fjord in it’s full glory, and the North and East Vancouver on the opposite shore. It is amazing how busy the fjord is commercially – pipes and pumping stations to transfer the oil from tankers, pleasure crafts. But mostly the industrial, the heavy lifting so to speak, often not noticed by a typical visitor-tourist.
In fact not that much has changed. The Inlet still is a ‘working horse’ for the economy of this region. Just in a more cleaner, efficient way then in the old days. But rusted scraps are visible in that wild shore everywhere.
Maybe first just a few photos from my way toward Capitol Hill via very long walk along the Nanaimo Street in East Vancouver.





…. and the Hill and shore

































… from there I wen back to civilization (why I don’t know, LOL) to lovely Confederation Park. It did change a lot, too. Back in my time it was mainly just a vast green space, lots of benches to sit, group of old Italian guys playing bocci in the dirt. Now there are sport fields and tracks for running everywhere, huge sport and aquatic pavilion, and the old Italian guys are gone, too …
Wawa called me from New West and offered to pick me up by car. I can’t say that I wasn’t happy to have this boy as my dear friend (I know that he is rather grown up man – but being my friend he has to put up with me calling him a ‘boy’, LOL). My age gives one some level of impunity from punishment, ha ha ha. By the time he called I was exhausted and my legs (not just the injured one, but both) just had enough. But now that I had a car and driver – why going home?! Of course we went up Hasting, turned on the north side of Burnaby Mountain toward Port Moody and visited a narrow, old beach on the very narrow part of the fjord. I used to come to that beach many a times and swim in the very deep and rather fast moving water. That was an icing on the top of the cake of my long escapade. after that – just a pleasant chat and drive home (in Wawa’s car, naturally).
The entire day, just like the previous day, stirred a lot of memories of the best years of my private life.
Here is the visit to that narrow strip of Burrard Inlet.









Wzgórze Kapitolińskie (Capitol Hill) w Burnaby
Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski
W lutym tego roku zacząłem zapiski z powrotów do miejsc jednych z najbliższych mojemu sercu. Na miesiąc zanim wróciłem tu na stałe (naturalnie z caveatem, że nic w moim życiu nie jest stałe).
Dopiero teraz jednak, blisko trzy miesiące później, odważyłem się pojechać na moją starą, oryginalną i pierwszą ulicę w Północnym Burnaby, na ulicę Howard na Wzgórzu Kapitolińskim[i]. Do naszego faktycznie pierwszego samodzielnego i własnego mieszkania. Naszego: mojego i Johna. Rok był 1994. Przedtem mieszkaliśmy na ranczu z rodzicami Johna w okolicach Bragg Creek w Albercie, potem krótko wynajmowaliśmy mieszkanko w domu mojego serdecznego przyjaciela w Calgary.
Te w Burnaby, było pierwszym naszym kompletnie własnym. Był to też chyba najcudowniejszy i najszczęśliwszy okres naszego związku. Byliśmy ciągle bardzo młodzi, on prawie chłopiec jeszcze przed trzydziestką. Tutaj, w tym budynku na Howard dostaliśmy już w pierwszych dniach od mojej kuzynki nasze kochane dzieciątko – maleńkiego czarnego kotka, którego nazwaliśmy Babu. Był z nami przez wszystkie nasze zmiany adresów: od Guildford, po ostatnie w Surrey Central. Przeżył bardzo długie życie – blisko 20 lat. Pożegnaliśmy go cztery lata przed wyjazdem do Nowej Szkocji.
Muszę tam wrócić w tych dniach na spacer dłuższy. Pójść spod tego ,naszego domu’, tak jak chodziłem setki chyba razy, w górę do Scenic Park skąd rozciąga się ładny widok na Burrard Inlet, zejść znajomą ścieżką do maleńkiej dzikiej plaży, potem szlakiem już bitym do Parku Konfederacji. Dawniej, w tym parku, prawie zawsze była grupa Włochów grających z uporem w bocci[ii]. Dużą przyjemność i zaskoczenie sprawiła mi stara piekarenka chińska, do której regularnie ‘wyskakiwałem’ po chleb i bułki. Jest dalej – ma ciągle wspaniałe chlebki, Stones z rodzynkami, z żurawinami i z jagodami. Co najważniejsze – to są scones[iii] a nie ciastka, więc nie są wysmarowanie jakimś lukrem cukrowym, co zdarza się dziś w wielu sklepach i piekarniach, niestety. Kompletnym zaskoczeniem były ceny … zaskoczeniem miałem, bo miałem wrażenie, że te ceny też były z lat 90tych ubiegłego wieku. Poważnie. Naturalnie wypełniłem wypiekami cały swój plecak, LOL. Pod koniec naszego tam mieszkania dojechała do nas moja mama i mieszkała z nami. Było to już tylko mniej niż rok zanim przeprowadziliśmy się do Guildford. Mama zapisała się do dużej starej szkoły podstawowej obok i tam chodziła wieczorami na lekcje angielskiego dla dorosłych.
Sama ulica Hasting prowadzi w dół aż do samego centrum Vancouveru. Lubiłem jeździć spod domu trolejbusem #10 do Vancouveru.
Nie miałem już czasu pójść nieco w dół i połazić właśnie po tej Hastings, może aż do Drogi Boundary oddzielającej Burnaby od ścisłego Vancouveru. Więc do zobaczenia, Wzgórzu Kapitolińskie.

















Zanim dojechałem do początku ulicy Hasting i Wzgórza Kapitolińskiego to była długa trasa przez całą Burnaby Mountain i wizyta na jej szczycie – Uniwersytetu Simon Fraser. Dojechać bez samochodu z New Westminster to niezła wyprawa. Ale z kijkiem w ręce wszystko można zrobić. Będę musiał tam zorganizować spotkanie z dwoma pisarzami – Tomaszem Michalakiem, którego pierwszy wiersz publikowałem bodaj w drugim numerze redagowanego przeze mnie wtedy rocznika Rocznik Twórczości Artystycznej “Strumień” oraz z kanadyjskim pisarzem Aminem Ghaziani, autorem bardzo ciekawej książki „Long Live Queer Nightlife”[iv]. Obaj panowie wykładają właśnie na Simon Fraser University.
Więc z tej wizyty na szczytach Burnaby Mountain, zwłaszcza z architektonicznie bardzo ciekawego zaprojektowania budynków i przestrzeni uwzględniającej położenie uniwersytetu – galerię zdjęć też pokaże. Kto jeszcze nie był – zachęcam do pojechania i spaceru. Dostać się można i od strony Downtown Vancouver przez North Burnaby (autobusem R-5) i od strony New Westminster – co ja zrobiłem. To drugie nieco skomplikowane, bo najpierw kolejką przez Lougheed Town Centre do końca, czyli do stacji Production Line i dalej do SFU przez piękną trasę zalesionych stoków góry autobusem #145 do centrum kampusu uniwersyteckiego.
Więc z tego ciekawego architektonicznie i krajobrazowo kampusu galeria zdjęć poniżej.














[i] Capitol Hill w North Burnaby
[ii] rodzaj gry z metalowymi kulami, rzuca się je tak, by wybić z centrum przeciwnika i ustawić w tym centrum własną kulę; emigranci włoscy stanowili się w w Okolicach Wzgórza Kapilońskiego kiedyś większość i stąd okoliczne nazwy są z nimi związane.
[iii] rodzaj prostej bułeczki na śniadanie, lekko słodkiej i robionej na ogół z użyciem sody do pieczenia, nigdy drożdży. Popularne bardzo sę te nie owocowe, a z ostrym żółtym serem.
[iv] A. Ghaziani; „Long Live Queer Nightlife”, wyd. Princeton University Press; 2024; s.270
When Drag Queens Celebrate – they do so in style
Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski
Few days ago in an old mining town of Squamish was a very unusual concert/happening. On the 14 of June Entire group of drag queens descended on that little town. Pandemonium! Out of all the places they choose … an abandoned, old ore mine that used to be the back bone of the community way back when. And it was glorious idea – spooky, very acoustic, with entire walls, where the ore was actually excavated, surrounded us on all sites. I am talking few stores high above the gathering platform for guests and artists. Strategically placed lights shown the intricate colours of the rocks – from most abundant copper, to nickel and even gold. As years gone by, resources dwindled and the mine was closed. Most of you know the town by the characteristic vertical massive mountain-rock used by hiking adeventure-seekers. Most would pass the the town on the way to Whistler. I used to do some hiking in this neighborhood toward the mouth of How Sound.
Definitely I was not wearing high heels during these hikes, LOL. Would have fort hat concert – but my injured leg would not allow me. Found a fun way to stress the drag tradition, LOL. Nothing like an old red Chinese woman dress. I am sure I will find some use for it later, too.
Here is some pictures and some short videos from my YouTube channel.













Bear Creek Park w Surrey
Bogumił Pacak-Gamalski
Wśród licznych i słynnych parków miejskich w Wielkim Vancouverze niezbyt często słychać tą nazwę: Park Niedźwiedziego Potoku. W broszurach turystycznych znajdziecie informacje oczywiście o Stanley Park, o Parku Królowej Elżbiety, o Ogrodach Van Dusen. A Bear Creek Park w Centrum Surrey jest warty każdej minuty tam spędzonej – dla spacerowiczów, dla sportowców, dla amatorów sztuki.

Dla mnie ma też bardzo silny wymiar emocjonalny związany z masą wspomnień i wizyt tam od wielu, wielu lat.
Among many world-famous parks in Greater Vancouver you might not find mentions of Bear Creek Park. More than likely you will hear of Stanley Park, Van Dusen Gardens, Queen Elizabeth Park, perhaps Central Park in Burnaby. The truth is that located near Downtown Surrey, Bear Creek Park has a lot to offer. It is an amazing conglomerate of long trails, has a big Art Centre, large outdoor stadium, even swimming pool. Don’t forget lovely and magical little train for young passengers! For myself? A huge bag of sweet memories of many visits by myself and with people very close to my heart.

































I fioletowa jacaranda. Strojna, jak Pani Pompadour, jak księżniczka hinduska na dworze maharadży. Jacaranda, która zapachniała po raz pierwszy dla mnie ponad pół wieku temu w pięknym eseju Pablo Nerudy. Iwaszkiewicz bardzo pięknie ten esej przetłumaczył w jednym z wydań miesięcznika “Poezji”. Były to lata 70te ubiegłego stulecia, miałem chyba 16 lat? Zapachniała mi wtedy słodko, odurzająco. Tak, jak teraz ta jaccaranda w Surrey, w Parku Niedźwiedziowego Strumienia. Jest ta sama, w tym samym miejscu, gdzie odwiedzałem ją 15-20 lat temu. Przychodziłem sam, z mamą, z Damiankiem, z Johnem. Łaziliśmy tu w dni letnie, wiosenne, czasem przyjeżdżałem rowerem. I zawsze ja witałem, jako dobrą znajomą. Kochankę Nerudy? Może moją?
W lokalnym Centrum Sztuki i teatrze organizowałem z Krystyną Połubińska i naszym ‘Pegazem’ wystawy lokalnej sztuki polskich artystów, koncerty muzyki.
Słyszę śmiech mamy i Damianka, gdy żartowali ze mnie. I ja śmiałem się z nimi serdecznie, bo gniewać się na nich nie potrafiłem. Miło jest wrócić do miejsc, w których kiedyś byłem. Ale to smutny uśmiech. Po prawdzie nie jestem pewny, że tu jestem teraz. Może i ja tamten już nie istnieję? Może jestem tylko jego cieniem, niewyraźnym odbiciem w wodzie. Mój świat jakby został zamknięty przez Czarodzieja Czasu w szklanej kuli. Ludzie podchodzą i oglądają. Napis objaśniający przed kulą zaczyna się od słów: ‘Był tu kiedyś …’. Był. Kiedyś.
A jacaranda kiwa gałązkami, jak głową. Mówi: Nie prawda. Ja cię poznałam i od razu zawołałam: jesteś tu, dawno cię nie widziałam. Dobrze, że wróciłeś. Idź w swoje ścieżki, w knieje. Jeżyny w tym roku obrodziły.
To poszedłem i pełne garście czerwonych i żółtych połykałem i tym śmiesznym zajęciem poczułem się u siebie.


















Part II of things lost, but found later
Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski
My previous post In Polish dealt with my panic, after I realized that I have lost two days. Can you imagine the truly cosmic consequences for the future if two days were really lost?! Entire galaxies might have never been formed, civilizations not born.
But that was not as tragic (or comic) the other day, when I realized I have lost a poem. My own, and one I was certain I have written. I have checked all my notebooks – there is unfortunately a big array of them lying on the tables, on bookshelves, in drawers. Hardly ever my poems are being written originally on a computer or typewriter (yes, I am old and used to have and used typewriters, the first one was not even electric, LOL). But the poem was nowhere to be found.
I was certain that I wrote it yesterday while being on a rocky beach in South Surrey. It was low tide in the massive Mud Bay. That water retreated quite a bit and exposed very shallow patches full of little life creatures in it, as in any healthy sea.
I was sitting there sun tanning and observing absolutely crazy dance-ritual of eagles helping themselves to this amazing sea buffet. That observation led me to writing right there a poem about the eagles, therefore it means that I had with me one of my notebooks. Another peculiarity of mine is always adding a date of my writing. The date connects it to indexing it, but – for myself anyway – opens an emotional connection within me with particular time of my life, particular place. Hence, when I rummaged through my notebooks I didn’t bother reading the text; instead I simply quickly glanced for the date ‘June 08, 2025’. And there wasn’t anything with that date in recent entries. Zilch, zero. The last entry in a notebook I suspect the most, had a date ‘June 08, 2024’. Yes, it even mentioned the place ‘Crescent Beach’. You would think I would realize that obvious mistake, since in 2024 I couldn’t have possibly be on Crescent Beach in Britsh Columbia. In June 2024 I was still in Halifax in Nova Scotia! Right? No, wrong! You see, there is one of the most beautiful beaches in Canada only an hour drive from Halifax toward Sambro. It is without a doubt a gem of unparallel beauty, a marvel. It is called … Crystal Crescent Beach, LOL. I have simply not registered one world ‘Crystal’ and it created the entire confusion. In exasperation I was left with no choice but to read the actual text under the date. Yes, it was my poem about the eagles from Crescent Beach in South Surrey. For some reasons, when I was writing down the date, I wrote 2024 instead 2025.
A partial return to sanity was possible. And a poem was found, as you can see below.

















Eagle’s joy
The eagles are dancing,
they are dancing with joy,
with abundance of life.
Shallow waters before the tide,
brings Pandora’s box of snacks:
morsels worth the king tables;
the powerful emperors of skies.
Dance! I won’t disturb your joy,
I’m just a scribe to chronicle
your royal entourage, vivante royal,
above us, mere earthlings and scribes.
What do you see, when you look down
per chance at us, o Mighty Skywalker?
Eagles thought for a moment and answered:
We see you all like silvery fish thrown by wave
on the rocky beach. Your pink skin blinking
as a stardust, your eyes wide open and gills
quivering rapidly like leaves in the wind.
Trying to live a day longer, perhaps a season.
Having received their answer, I gathered
my belongings from the beach: folding chair,
towel, sunscreen, my notebook and sunglasses.
With my backpack full, I began heading home.
Two young naked boys under blue umbrella
were just finishing their picnic. Like a scene
from summery watercolour in a tiny gallery
somewhere in Dover on an English Channel.
Maybe it was Hastings, or Brighton, who knows?
The boys waved to me (from the watercolour?)
and yelled: finished already? Stay! It’s still early.
I laughed at them: No, darlings, I’m done.
But you are not. Enjoy and savor every second of it
A pair of eagles circled above my head approvingly.
Mikhail Voskresensky – concert in Vancouver
Bogumil Pacak-Gamalski

Mikhail Voskrsensky played on May 30th at the Christ Church Cathedral in Vancouver. The venerable venue has seen many wonderful concerts and pianists over the years from all over the globe.
I have seen and listen myself to quite a few there. That was a particularly important one. Voskresensky is a pianist and musical pedagogue of particular pedigree – form the old and venerable shelf of top Russian musical tradition and school of playing. That school and tradition brought an amazing array of composers and performers that graced the world stages in the past two hundred years. The Tsars are gone, the Bolsheviks are gone – but the music survived, did not perished.
Voskresensky himself was a guardian of that tradition for many years, being not only a graduate of Moscow’s Conservatory but, at the end, a Chair of the Piano department there, himself being a student of no one other that Lev Oborin – Laureate of the very first International Piano Chopin Competition in Warsaw, Poland – undisputable top piano competition in the world. That school of playing is characterized by soft and very melodic flow of notes. Could I say: romantic, Slavic, like the blades of grass on Ukrainian steppes … . But don’t be surprised if you hear a thunder from the distance.
That past and a bit of history is important because of a very poignant present circumstances of the pianist. After the Russian invasion of Ukraine, Voskresensky decided to flee Russia, his homeland. To flee as form of protest against the brutality of this war and of Russia being the aggressor. Knowing that Putin’s Russia very much resembles Stalin’s way of strict control and protests against the government are met with harsh penalties.

And now he is here, playing in Vancouver. Vancouver Chopin Society, by the gracious actions of their main architects, Iko Bylicki and Patrick May gave me the privilege to enter the empty nave of the Cathedral and listen to Voskresenski’s rehearsal, take pictures as many as I want. Of course – thank you gentlemen.
The sounds and the bars, nothing else, not even using the pedals of the piano. Pure music dictated by the natural length of the sound and controlled by pressing another key. Right away I am taken by immense attachment to the musicality by stressing the melody of the phrases.
Naturally, it is only rehearsal, warming up. An attempt to get to know the particular instrument (and it is my personal favored – the beautiful Steinway). it’s acoustics, and finally the warming up and physical exercise of your fingers – they will do a lot of heavy lifting later. I am always admiring the physical strength of pianists and feel sorry for their swollen finger joints after a concert …
The moment comes that Voskresenski leaves the piano and disappears before the formal concert.. The main doors are opened and the seats are slowly filling up. But I already know that they are for a very pleasurable evening. Not a show, not only bravado and lot’s of musical delights and deserts. What awaits them is candlelight supper rejoicing in the love of music.. That love will hopefully conquer us all, who came to listen to it.
There was one change of program (I hate when it happens, but it is not that unusual, sadly) – originally there were two Poems of Scriabin, at the lat moment it changed to much better known Tchaikovsky.
I was looking very much so to Edward Grieg. When I think of musical Scandinavia it is always either Grieg or Finland’s sweet Sibelius.








/last picture shows two main culprits of the event (and many more musical happenings in Vancouver): Iko Bylicki and Patric May/







